Im Crazy, Thats the Title

In The Year 2012, You Have A Choice Youve Already Decided.

So...

you are in the future, and theyve invented the time machine.

you are standing infront of the time machine, and you have to come up with the exact date. and place of where it is you want to go.

you can easily think of a couple, maybe:..... december 25, 0 AD bethelehem.... or .... july 4, 1776 CE philly... etc etc

If you had an infinite interest in every spot of time, standing there in front of that time machine, it could be said, that with perfect intent... you have that quantum possibility standing right in front of you of approaching that very infinite possibility we might be always talking about.

but when you think about it, you will be who you are standing in front of that time machine, at THAT time. as in, In Your Life. you could go back into any time, but each will have been you in your journey from one specific time, into another. to Really Hit Every Spot, youd have to Want to compile infinity into every sparing second of your existance, experience every square step of every time ever. to really approach that infinity has just been put on a bar way above the tippy tops of our reaching fingers. 

thats why our talk about infinity got into a downward spiral of seeking lol. ya? we start grasping for straws as we feel the world falling. like when you fall in a bad dream.

so if your perfect intention was to experience everything ever.... and you had the time machine and the will to do it, where all you had to do was go get yourself and put yourself in a time machine for every different second of your life.... you would Perturb the System.

that is the second kind of infinity. they call it the Cardinality of the Continuum.

if you had the intention of being everywhere ever, some jesus freak might say you are trying to play God, and by god, theyd be right. LOL

that just illuminates the silver lining truth behind the religious cloud. 

by playing God, you Play god, im here to say by Chilling, you are Doing God. God Does You. by chilling im saying you play with god, god plays, by playing you.

maybe just to see it all, or just some of it all

your intention would not really be true, or perfect, because you would greedily be trying to get something that you will never attain, more than a crack addict trying to win the lottery. he is just misguided in his foolery, you have perfect uninent. lol, completely reciprocal to unperfect intent. you brought something negative into a room full of things that just wanna chill. the rooms gotta get positive from somewhere, the negative just doesnt go away. no matter how much you ignore it. so you create a positive vibe to phase that other guy out. and when you stop looking for that something that isnt obtainable and find it in everything you do, you have to thank your warnings everytime you forget, like your shield in a battle, that you spawned since you were little. so even if some guy in the room was negative, or if you were, the trick is to just choose to be positive, have a great outlook on life, to stop trying to get your tail when you should be relaxing that part of you.

what you seek is causing you to seek it. i know you hate that already lol. profound truths tho yaknow.

so think about if you were standing there, in front of that time machine that could whisk you away faster than the speed of light down the river of time... and the only thing on your mind was to be cool.

examine the conundrums then! id say, what conundrum?

this is the only idea that can bring me peace after realizing the choice you have between the devil and eternal salvation standing infront of that time machine! so imagine if you were just a bit greedy, and you thought "hey lets do EVERYTHING EVER MUAHAHA", youd never be happy. chasing your tail all your life just to figure out (actually, to Never Figure Out, because if you ever did youd instantly be relieved of your hell... duhhh, karma!) that youd spent all your life trying to get yourself to experience all of life's possibility.

but really, Imagine if you were so cool, that you wanted to see nothing you hadnt earned. nothing that you didnt have coming to you already. you accepted your situation... you could have been going to disneyland or something in a week... lol.... despite the fact you could have been to every split second for a year of the Grand Opening, you chose to wait. to wait not at all for what you have coming, but for what you already have.

NOW, assuming you werent cool, youd like to take a flight back somewhere in time lol.

this time machine must somehow operate on some principal that is outside of what we call logic. it must do that One more equation that makes infinity just a number. or maybe the time machine just uses the infinity inside of things to meander about within infinities. but what then does the time machine do that we do not in hightened or even every day daily life? 

when we decided to walk and not to jump, we chose where to go, with proper intent our will was done and the integrity of the universe miraculously proceeds as normal having shifted, all the while doing our magic. things get shifted around a little, but like they say, a storm wave coming from alaska never moves a water molecule more than a foot on its path to being a 50 foot giant at Jaws. somebody said that, i heard them. lol. It makes the purpose of the universe motion, the motion of the universe the purpose, the universe of the purpose the motion. its a brilliant engine of constructive disorder. synergy of things. its kinda like a Syzygy! they are in alignment.

All of the things we can classical certify as Things, are inextricably linked through the unification of the forces. the grand unified theory says that the 4 various forces move between each other and within each other in such ways that conjure infinite points of travel between them. a big circle had a little circle in it, but they each had little circles that all had little circles together. with 2nd grade geometry we explain complex Maths of Science, in an incredibly easy way to lose your mind. you once had a block that looked like a circle. you were like 4. you had one that looked like a circle, and one that maybe, looked like a triangle. any kind of triangle. you must have related them to make a distinction. whether conciously, or subconciously. is one pointy, is one round? is one not round, is one not pointy? we can count up to 3 things without thinking about it. if something is 4 or more, we dont know how many there are instinctually by looking. fish can count higher than we can. they swim away when they are ganged up on. they are biologically more adapted to counting 4. looks like we run or brawl at 3. well, you ever noticed how time seems to freeze at 2.5? almost like there could be an infinite amount of of zeros behind 2.5 between 2.50, 2.6, and 3.0 that is the true nature of reality. an entire hindu codex is about what krishna said to The Warrior Arjuna within the point of a second before a battle. 

the story was about not dying, and living forever. that kinda thing. and had a message not to be sad for all the guys that are gonna die, cuz theyre already dead... if they didnt live forever they must have tried to inadvertently kill themselves without knowing it. that kinda thing. you gotta choose.

mad scientists are insane counters. the mad hatters of memes. thats what The Movie pi is about. there is a continuation in the continuum of numbers betwen pi, and 3.2 

The Cabalistic Jews knew of his sorcery. theres a reason i guess, he was the guy bleeding from the nose. hes kinda the protagonist and the antagonist at the same time. i think people get lost in their set of numbers they are dealing with. we create a tao with our balance of faculties. we try to look at the reflection in the glass when all there is to see is whats through it.

a physicist is a person who gets lost in physical things and looks at maths...

an astro physicist is a person who looks at physical things and gets lost in maths.

Those Jew Dudes knew of the path. Several types of people, know of the path. like an intentional collapse of possibility around things they are attracted to.

so if by choosing a path, you cant go infinitely deep into numbers of things, instances of places, spaces of occurances... how then do you approach infinity?

so the choice i was talking about being in front of the time machine, whether choosing to lose yourself, or just go with the flow, is way way analogous to the choice to be made in Choice Theory.

the choice in.. the choice theory, is between where to stop giving cardinalities to infinity, and where to choose to house the last infinite piece of a person in the hotel of infinite hotel rooms. if one person goes into each hotel room, its easy to fit an infinity amount of people in an infinity amount of hotel rooms, but then trying to fit an infinity amount of pieces of each person in its own respective infinite hotel room is impossible. it is impossible because you would have to make a choice on a number to stop counting to to fit in the last piece. its not just the same as picking how many hotel rooms, or how many people to squeeze, you have to decide when to STOP picking. by doing it you are picking some quantum level to devise by, therefore dividing 1... by Infinity. infinity by 1.

HAH! thats why you cant divide a number by Zero! because you can only divide infinity by 1, and One By Infinity!

 .0000000

 .0000001

 .0000010

 .0000100

 .0001000

 .0010000

 .0100000

 .1000000

1

thats the order from lowest to highest highest to lowest of almost random real numbers with the number 1 in them. diagonal and neat. if it were a base 2 number system, it would be 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8 without the decimal going down. numbers im trying to show, use all kinds of weird assumptions, for one, that things can be defined with them, and that their definition is within the resolution of something finite.

if it werent for biological clock time, i would petition for the removal of numbers life. because we are so concerned with squeezing every bit of substance we can, we assign overblown value to specific sets of numbers, in irate, barbarian ways. they start to mean stuff to us, and we give symbol to specific patterns recognize. if we forget we are counting, i identify with the thing that is counting, not us, and lose the idea of holiness. 

everything is linked on some phantasmic level of aether we only jokingly say we percieve, this is responsible for the dynamic nature of creation and destruction, the ever growing expansion of enthalpy and entropy, and the constant progression from order to chaos to order. they are the same thing, and together they dont equal zero. together they equal a whole and infinity squared, apart they either equal one or infinity minus a cardinality of infinity. or suppose you add another cardinality. they appear to be the same thing aswell. that is choice theory. there is no cardinality less than infinity, there is no cardinality more, by thinking, you therefore ARENT! or ARE YOU? by assuming you think, youve thought of thinking of think lol, the question is then "BITCH WHATCHYA GONNA DO ABOUT IT!" 

i like how sofar my percieved message from God is "what are you going to do about it?".

everything is the cause and effect of all possibility, so you are creating conciousness of the self, giving spark to what scientists try to define with shapes and math as gibbs' zero point energy field.

with the nature of everything bing linked, in a manor that is simpler to symbolize and explain than the theory of electricity, or simply how your toaster works, i would begin to postulate, that the perturbation in FORCE .... the perturbation in the unified THOERY is .......... everything is realized, as soon as it is properly intended to.

bam.

where is gibbs? where is it, where is he? lol. hes dead. we would say, but gibbs never went away. physically, he is melting into the ground, becoming the water that in 40 million years the next dinosaurs will drink. spiritually, his ripple is vibrant with colour. fascinating with sound! lol, all singing all dancing. his field, is the power that does magic. its the power that moves you to wave your wand. what drives you to do intentional magic. the energy that inspires creation. energy and things are created, they are not destroyed. 

but einstein sounds like he thinks things only come from other existing things. but he just says energy and mass are conserved. so no, he never says things are NEVER created. he thought they kind shuffle around a bit.

if you dont exactly already get the slop that flies out of my brainy fingers, i say this dimension we are trying to look at gibbs' creation with, is entirely out of focus.

it has become apparent to me just now, that looking for gibbs' energy, is trying to visualize the 6 you's, standing on top of you. im always trying to do it, but always come up with a model that is simply Perturbed by my Everything LOL. nothing ever Doesnt Go against everything i believe i am. i think thats the nature of ME isnt it. its ME, not You. lol, silly. ooh so inbetween me and YOU, is a set number of possible intervals of us running together into each other's arms. we could try to juke and shake each other but i swear, id eventually Getchya! lol... so when i do get you, that is the culmination of ALL those sets of possible routes. its not that weve collapsed any possibilities in the wave function, its that weve culminatively experienced all of them at once in our attraction of Infinitely Higher Dimensions.

say i didnt get in that time machine space ship teleporter fax modem scanner printer copier. 

say i hadnt seen you in nary a year, instead of time traveling back to you, i was coming for you. i had it all planned and it was finally my turn to have you on MY TERMS, exactly where i want you, exactly when. in every sense possible lol...

if i hadnt, it would take THEE infinite energy, of the whole of the system (not just the energy to power the time machine, but the energy to put a million times a million Mes into each time machine) to ever come near completing a journey back to you through the device. say, the moment i left. what was it, october 20th 2008, at 1:15 in the afternoon, from a red car with a beautiful girl in it, that i met once because she was cute in infinitely different ways, thats all directly related because we were born on the same rock around the same time? it took infinite energy to get to that situation, it would take infinity running against a river of infinity square to rip through the wake.

if both space and time are infinite,

thats infinity squared!, i cant approach that infinity. it took the entire system before it to get to me being in the proximity of your love, and it effected the entire system after it. its gravity radiates into everything, its magnetic field attracts and repels everything, my strong nuclear force bounces everything off me, and my weak force bounces off everything! forever, thanks to coming from forever and being the beautiful side of forever. everything i love is eternal! lol remember i was saying that? what we have is FOREVER Babs! lololol yeeeea!

there is a good point to make about how the choice between making the choices between everythings is the calender on the sundial that the mayans set the thirteenth ZERO to 2012. not just in December, 2012 AD, but near jesus' Bitrthday, in a year, that is measured a certain so many years after he was born LOL.  

2012 is true, because of the 6 degrees of Kevin Bacon. lol

its actually 4 lol, or 5, or 10.... or how many dimensions are there again?

but anyways, i guess the answer is just 1, cuz youre linked through all of them, but then theyre all divisible by infinity so its also ∞.

so hence 6 degrees of kevin bacon as a joking title to the theory of interconnected distinctions. we are all the same because we are everybody. you are directly related to kevin bacon because you are the same thing as kevin bacon. there is only one thing, its what sticks out of everything at any moment. the one degree of kevin bacon is that you both are a corner of the same thing, a degree if you will. of kevin bacon. if you dont get any of this, dont worry about it, in a world of infinite possibilities chuck norris is so badass, when he farts, it shakes down buildings in china.

ive just come up for a title to these theses: The Change in the Totals of the Sum is equaled to The Difference of Any Variables in the Set, Multiplied by Itself, times 10 To the Infinity.

The Grand Unified Theory suggests collapsing the functions of each force down into their elements and arranging them neatly pairing, what has to turn out to be 1, as 2 and 2 forces together into sets. well, that would make a line between 2, then a line on each side of each side of the line, and to connect them all on paper would be strictly, infinitely, impossible. like what? ok ya but no, check it out, the only rule is they all have to work together to make Everything, that shits out Everything and never stops shitting it out. lol, from everything has to come everything that holds everything from which it comes. so the process has to stop, or, start from some where if it doesnt start, infinitely linked, at the same time. because youd have to link 2 things to 2 things, you cant shoot a line from all to all in the very process of doing it. youd HAVE TO shoot a line from something that ISNT everything, to something that ISNT everything! ya? and youll always have to be One Short! unified! Chya, Right! 

but arrange them in a diamond, i see more of a crystal, pyramidal, kind of structure. lol, im winking to myself like im on the verge of something here...

so you have your diamond, or sideways square of 4 different forces, with a line in between the points of each of them, then you draw a line to a point like a cross from each one till you get them all to each other on another dimension. so maybe you are saying but thats cheating using another dimension, thats not flat. well nothing is flat. the dimensions complement each other because they are the relation that happens between them all. all lines drawn from all points at once, without fail, will have 1 extra line to make every time. saying you only need one to vector your conscious self through the infinite nature of reality. 

something greater than the total sum of the physical you is playing a game with the rest of you, a number game where on two sides there is infinity, and you have to choose a number, and a value of positive or negative. its like a graph, but its the only real graph where the numbers dont ever stop. the reason we cant hold infinity is because you cant define a word with itself. try to convince someone you can hold infinity, well ive tried, i dont think ive ever done it lol. HAH, the point thank you. i chose to step into the time machine. thats why i would try and try, i stepped into a loop. viral circuitry of the mind. by not choosing to stay sane, i was allowed the opportunity to realize the choice IS the choice. you only get to choose if you know about the game, but your only choice not to choose is the choice to choose infinity. id say chill on it. but if you are gonna chill, you gotta really chill.

the difference is mysteriously the choice between:

  ∞/∞ = ∞, or ∞/∞ = ∞[∞(∞)∞(∞)...(...)?]

the question mark is the recent perturbation of me figuring out what to put in place of numbers.

if i had a mathematical symbol, it would have to be thee Question Mark.

 

it would be used "wisely" in the context of the equation:  the what of What WHat is dividid by the WHAt to the WHAT WHAT!@?$#?

it is similar in spirit to OMFG.

so in our search for gibbs, weve danced around a rule, that there is energy mysteriously going from somewhere, to everywhere, then again to somewhere from everywhere, and that it is greater than AND equal to the entire sum of itself as a whole. pretty lofty. einstein never had to really prove his designs, by genius of their conception they were the closest guesses they could measure the truth by. 

so where did we get the gibbs from in my design? in my thought experiement? we got the gibbs from being. from being, the entire energy was given to us to fold it amongst ourself. i am always trying to envision slightly different Me's or You's standing on top of each other in slightly different places. i have that conundrum. but it turns out according to my hypothesis, that the Actual Experience of it is right in front of you, as infinitely wide in any direction as it ever seemed deep. 

i Can Say i love You, infinity to the infinity because thats the only love anybodys really ever got. I might as well take this time to thank you for your help on our Super Grand Unified Theory. lol

i owe this all to you being so orange babe!

so the way you are feeling love, if They dont feel it, they must be trying to get something! right? like begging god for a good time atleast. and the worst part is, nobody knows that they are ever trying to get it. not just that they are trying to, but more amazingly how INFINITELY hard they are trying! They are DIGGING, and DIGGING, to find the center, but when they reach the bottom, they never know, and they dig out the other side back to the top! when you are told the world is upside down you might laugh, youd laugh because youd probobly thought it was flat.

thats way more than a metaphor baby. thats infinite analogy. thats like a simile. LOL Infinity is like a Simile LOLOL

So do you remember how i got into the idea that the world was upside down around the time Deeksha and Mike were both in hawaii? i got to that conclusion because i somehow got to thinking of those worms on the bottom of the sea, being ON TOP of the bottom of the ocean, but if you were to put a heavy massed object (like a black hole) in an opposing proximity, you could suck all the water off the earth and there would be these nasty jelly slug WORM things hanging off the bottom. 

BUT, imagine... youre HANGING.

ya, off a worm, lol, but you can just imagine the worm hanging. old tibetan trick for feeling compassion as joy. you imagine you are a bird flying around (a vulture), then you imagine you are the dead thing on a rock it is circling, then you imagine the moss that grows on the side of that rock, then you imagine you are the rock. And That is where the fire consumes you. not specifically when you imagine you are a rock, but when you know you are a rock, that youve always been one, so no matter how hard you try, you cant help but become one.

i have been warned by a Shaman. quite jokingly i will admit, through an audio book of selected writings of a single person, against the "fire consuming me". but i can assure you there is some kind of safegaurd in your ego that doesnt allow you to do it. ahh, that must be why they tell you to extrude your ego from life. its not your life, its all life. the delta G lol. thats what conciousness is btw. conciousness is equal to the choice between finite and infinity. wow, the choice is up to you. 

and it seems the only one without perturbance, is FINITY LOL.

it appears you have to engage the Percieved finite structures of infinity to break the exit velocity that is the acting barrier of Force in LOGIC. Logia!

you create a barrier, a reflective mirror if you will, that is more closer to the window in an oven, that shines yourself around you, back to you. and the inferred interpolated extrapolated and expunged information you recieve at the end of that process is reactive to itself, benefitted by the energy that you radiate in and radiate off of. so this holomorphic (or whole forming) thing of our perception is copacetic in regards to our model of what turns out to be Creation; as it has as many dimensions as you want to plug into it, and can easily accommodate any reservation you have towards artificially approaching infinity. lol. strap in, its a RIDE!

ego therefore diminishes your self because it limits types of infinities. it is only practical as a booster, toward learning how to know it all. you dont take the boosters with you. where you are going is anywhere you want to be anyways, you move in every direction completing a whole, or you never get out the door in completing a line between 2 points.

one consequence is that nothing by being, diminishes itself. in fact by this simple mantra, anything of like continuously distributes itself into like, but when things become distributed into likeness, they as a whole become unlike, and scatter into chaos once again in their quest to be samely dissimilar in dimension as a whole. the sum but differentiated within itself. 

so newton and einstein and copernicus and Galilee Galilee never said they were trying to figure out why, infact, im pretty sure All of them refuted that and Stated they were only searching for the what. and here is the answer to our question. do i want to go forward a week to experience awesome new greatness, or back in the past to make a loop that steals infinities? the answer is "why?" why would i want to go back, to what was, when by sheer nature there is to be infinitely MORE in the future. the future is more more more more more. the past is less less less less less. but the only way to go forward into the future is to blast through it at the speed of light squared times 10 to the infinite power! lovely isnt it? life speed! my how i adore the scenery lol.

this will tie in together nicely with walter mischell's delayed gratification marshmallow test. they tested a bunch of 5 year olds, said if they waited till someone came back they could have 2 marshmallows instead of the 1 infront of them. 15 minutes later, then 12 years after that, they found out when the kid waited for the person to come back, they catapulted themselves into a statistic that did nearly 75 percent better in highschool achievements than the ones who didnt wait. the novelty theory suggests that existence is a Novelty Engine, that's only purpose, sum, result, quotient, and product is the production of New Things, Places, Events, New Everythings. the free energy can be seen in the application of the second marshmallow to its existence in that child's life. gibbs used magic, even if they handed the kid the wand, to teach that kid how to get more from delaying gratification. despite gibbs creating that second marshmallow. gibbs is becoming really easy to see with the minds eye for me now.

gibbs is hard to see unless you visualizing it permeating everything, because thats easily all it does. it comes from everything, making everything sure, a little special. lol, everything is special, because just on principal, it comes from itself, and through coming, it makes itself more. gibbs is the secret power held by magicians interwoven in the 4th dimension of Time. Gibbs is the Universal Wind. Gibbs Blows, and Blows, cuz its always blowing, cuz thats what gibbs is. the blow. lol, AND the suck.

You are the suck, the gibbs blows more universe for you to stretch around in. by doing yoga, i can easily say you are spacing out the universe. ive read a tibetan saying higher states of consciousness creates gaps, but they dont just create gaps, they come from them. the quantum foam boiling over, only thing thing is the quantum soup is the quantum pot is the quantum burner is the quantum stove. thats why you have to thank your plants. thats why you cant kill anything. thats why a worm could have once been your mother... your worm always was and always is your mother, never a possibility otherwise.

the only negative anomaly possible, is the possibility of you. remember the choice is between infinities, which one is you?

do you chose to realize infinity, or somewhere along the path choose the shortcut that essentially realizes Zero. 

people like to say its not black or white, then i should interrupt them violently and say theyre is no such thing as a million shades of gray. thats like saying there is one infinity! 

its all orange baby! lol yeeeeeea. Love, The Dizzle

RESOURCES

is there an infinity between aleph zero and aleph one? you will never be able to prove it. the art of giving infinity a number. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nz2L7t3fp6E

carl gustaff jung believes in death as a cardinality of infinity. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LOxlZm2AU4o

different views from different edges of a bose einstein condensate http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=190joBIXX28

the quantum reason to chill http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xx0PLYtrwnI

a large hadron is a big proton made of lots of gluons muons and pions or something like that. so a large hadron collider, smashes big particles made of lots of little ones. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3AlS01L5xmM

its motion of being is the placation of the wave functionary http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ofp-OHIq6Wo

we are ordained on a quantum understanding of god. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=45KGS1Ro-sc

that last one at the end is also why you cant see the potential in a person if you spend every waking second with them. you dont see the world spinning, if you spend your life hanging off of it.

This Guy has the colest picture youve ever seen, that is both in 3D and made of 5 different slides. but he doesnt get it. hes like juggling 3 quarks and a gluon trying to move around with 1 foot in a bucket lol. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ECkG_JdodMA

THIS IS relative to a 3D streaking of the universe. its a Double Exposure of 3D universe. like a little VIDEO. the scientists look at their video and say This is what The Universe Looks like Backwards. well, thats what it looked like Going Backwards. just Look at the 3d images. really look at them. when they Move them! thats where you can see the symmetry in motion, the spinning of the perspective on dimension. still doesnt get it all tho. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pHXv-NuSnP0

Babs! get this, the Mandelbrot Set is a fractal with all fractals in it. it uses a very similar algorithm or whatever to what i use. and has very similar relations to reality. so just watch this video, and notice how when applied Perturbations to a fractal set, lolol, it looks like trees in the background of a camera being taken through a winter woods. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=abimf5s9kMI

even in thermodynamics, all structures are highly unstable. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YKaVJVHeDho&feature=related

OMFG! this guy LOVES strings sooo much, he invented a SUPER string lol. apparently its more like a rubber band... this guy is the basis of modern superphysics, but hes still looking with a flashlight. there is a slap in the face this guy is missing in his Theories. 10 of space, 1 of times, and a slap in the face lol. hes a loony. the dimensions hide from him when he looks eh? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YtdE662eY_M

this is my favorite scientist super hero. richard feynman. he spent his life explaining a lifetime spent as an orange wall. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ijZbMfNMY54

THERES A Catch. People thousands of years in the past have mastered the power of stars. your descendants got in a time machine. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X02WMNoHSm8